Virtual Illusions

I Sit Alone by HLZ

I have given out my heart and soul to all who would take it
Of my free will and with full understanding
But now I have nothing left

I sit here and dream of hapiness but I have no center
I am an empty husk drained of life and energy
So I sit here in an empty lab and cry
Playing games in my own mind to remind only of how much I hurt

So I sit alone
and so I dream of the magic bullet
the one thing that will again lend purpose to my life
the thing that reminds me of why I suffer

Truth be known I see no reason
For as weak as my precognition is I see my life
A meaningless lonly affair
No purpose for all I do
I die alone with no one noticing that I was here in the first place

For this I cry
For this I weep

But my soul is dead and no force will change that
I ask only when will it end

HLZ